Yeah so, the more I think about it the more I'm starting to realize that I'm not still being totally myself on here, because I have to hide my self from you, so no one realizes who I am.

So I probably won't be on as must, but I wont full stop. But there are a few things I've realized while using this account and I feel like I need to clear them up. One thing I've thought about sooo much is that I don't think that I'm bi. I think it was more of a jeluose feeling that I got. Like I wanted to be a person soooooo bad that I felt like I really liked them.

I'm not talking about a person in particular, just if I saw some one was pretty I stared to pick out things that I wanted to have, like their eye color or their skinny legs.

Also I think that wicca is something soo important to me, but I don't have the time to really commit to it, but I will continue studying, so if you have any suggestions, or websties, books, tips, ANYTHING will be helpful. I'm not as advanced as I may have sounded in my last journal entry

So I hope that clears things up a bit, and don't just think I'm saying this because I'm scared that some one is going to figure out who I am.

I've fiugred out other things, but I can't post them cause it definitly will give me away.

If you read this and have something important to say, send a note, or something.

Also I might start a new account but if you want to know ask, but I might not tell you, you may just have to stumble upon it on your own, but I doubt I'll but posting writing. It's not really my thing.

I'm saving up for on of those really good digital Nikon, but thats going to talk forever at the rate I'm going. My 2001 Kodak, is just not all that good.

Excused my little rant, but just something that passed through my mind.

Any thoughts, send my a note